12:11 PM Monday, December 01, 2008
Tired!
I am real tired... tired of thinking so many things... everything come to together till i really cant breath anymore... i hope i slp and nv wake up again...
Nowaday keep dreaming of him.. i wan to stay in the dream cos i hate to wake up to face this world... i donnoe wat can i do or wat should i do now... i don wan to hurt anyone now... i saw his mum cry becos of our problem... it really melt my heart... i jus don wan anything to change around mi... jus hope everyone ard mi will stay with mi before... i need all of them...
On sat my f up sm told mi tat all part timer need to work at least 20hrs per wk... how to work so many hrs? all of us need to study... somemore our common test coming... already not enough time to study le... hai... if amzah still our sm... he will sure understand de.... we miss u amzah!!
Jas...