3:08 PM Friday, December 19, 2008
Yesterday...
Didnt went cycling yesterday... sorri people... ehh... nowaday donoe why cant slp well... no matter wat time i slp... will wake up at 9plus in the morning... wth... everyday like so tired like tat lor...
Yesterday went j8 with kf for lunch... so nice of him right... come all the way to bishan to accompany mi... haha... then went walk walk then coffee bean for some drinks... thanks kf for the treat ar! haha... then we went to watch ip man ard 7 plus... actually i wan watch yes man de... but kf n xl say ip man not bad so agree to watch.. actually really not bad la... haha... then went hm after movie... ermm... later going my uncle house for early christmas party... hope it will be a fun one! =)
Jas...
8:43 PM Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Happy Days!
Well... my mum scold mi that i keep going home late for the past few days... then i realise that i been out till very late... sorri mummy! but i was happy and enjoy myself alot... =)
Last thu went bugis after test with jane... went to buy a white top for xia birthday... thanks sis for accompany! =) then went to meet xl and kf at orchard... from orchard we walk to somerset then to ps... nice shopping day ar.. haha...
Last fri is my sis xia 21st birthday celebration... nice gathering with all my sis wearing white top... and the birthday gal was wearing a pink dress... look like her wedding sia... haha... thanks all my sis for all the advices! give mi sometime... and i think i will get over soon... hope xia like the photo printer that we bought for her! love you sis! =)
Sat went to meimei 21st birthday celebration at her house... it was fun that day... we play mahjong and cards till very late.. so mi n hg stay overnight at her house... we bought a watch for her... hope she like it! =)
Sun morn meimei bought mac breakfast for us... so nice of her ar... haha... then reach hm ard 1plus in the afternoon... then eric noe that i not in gd mood so he ask mi out for movie with his friends... we went to vivo for dinner and watch movie... we watch twilight... this movie damn nice la! haha... i love that guy so so much... protect his gf all the way no matter wat... how i wish i can find a bf like him! i wan stay in my dream forever ar! haha... after movie then we went to have some drinks and foods after that... reach home ard 3plus ba... thanks eric for the treats! =)
Jas...
1:17 PM Friday, December 12, 2008
Happy 21st Birthday sis!
Happy 21st Birthday to my little sis! later going her celebration... hope she enjoy herself and stay happy always! love you! =)
Happy 3 Years Anniversary My Dearest! although today i cannot celebrate with you anymore... i really hope one day we will celebrate it again... i wan you to hold my hand go down the road forever... i am waiting for your return! love you lots! =)
Jas...
Our Promises...
3:57 PM Monday, December 08, 2008
One Month...
It have been one month since we break... time really flies ar... everynight i look at the sky... i hope morning wont come... so i wont be facing another day without you... i noe you have move on and get over... i noe... i have try but i cant... whenever i do thing, study... my mind all is you... middle of the night i wake up i will think of you... it really a nightmare during this one month... the feeling is horrible... feel like killing myself everyday... and i cry almost everyday... many time i have ask myself to move on but i cant... cos i noe you are not like tat... tat time you say to mi let us think for 3 days or 1wks whether we suitable anot... but you didnt... why you lie?? and after we break for 3 weeks onli... you say you have a gf... why?? why so fast have gf?? why your care and love for mi have given to others?? yesterday i sms you ask even if i die... you also wont come find mi? yur ans is no... you ask mi not to get in yur life anymore... why mus you treat mi this way?? we together for 2 yrs plus... why mus you say till this way?? you say we are not suitable... we don understand each other... we always quarrel... how can a couple totally understand each other and don quarrel at all?? i noe you are tired of our relationship... you say you wan be a alone for the time being... you say you wan freedom... you wan go out play... then why so fast you have gf now?? why wan to lie agian?? everyday i been waiting and pray to god for the day you return back to mi... when will the day come?
Jas...
12:11 PM Monday, December 01, 2008
Tired!
I am real tired... tired of thinking so many things... everything come to together till i really cant breath anymore... i hope i slp and nv wake up again...
Nowaday keep dreaming of him.. i wan to stay in the dream cos i hate to wake up to face this world... i donnoe wat can i do or wat should i do now... i don wan to hurt anyone now... i saw his mum cry becos of our problem... it really melt my heart... i jus don wan anything to change around mi... jus hope everyone ard mi will stay with mi before... i need all of them...
On sat my f up sm told mi tat all part timer need to work at least 20hrs per wk... how to work so many hrs? all of us need to study... somemore our common test coming... already not enough time to study le... hai... if amzah still our sm... he will sure understand de.... we miss u amzah!!
Jas...
