3:57 PM Monday, December 08, 2008
One Month...
It have been one month since we break... time really flies ar... everynight i look at the sky... i hope morning wont come... so i wont be facing another day without you... i noe you have move on and get over... i noe... i have try but i cant... whenever i do thing, study... my mind all is you... middle of the night i wake up i will think of you... it really a nightmare during this one month... the feeling is horrible... feel like killing myself everyday... and i cry almost everyday... many time i have ask myself to move on but i cant... cos i noe you are not like tat... tat time you say to mi let us think for 3 days or 1wks whether we suitable anot... but you didnt... why you lie?? and after we break for 3 weeks onli... you say you have a gf... why?? why so fast have gf?? why your care and love for mi have given to others?? yesterday i sms you ask even if i die... you also wont come find mi? yur ans is no... you ask mi not to get in yur life anymore... why mus you treat mi this way?? we together for 2 yrs plus... why mus you say till this way?? you say we are not suitable... we don understand each other... we always quarrel... how can a couple totally understand each other and don quarrel at all?? i noe you are tired of our relationship... you say you wan be a alone for the time being... you say you wan freedom... you wan go out play... then why so fast you have gf now?? why wan to lie agian?? everyday i been waiting and pray to god for the day you return back to mi... when will the day come?
Jas...